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[01 Nov 2004|04:14pm]
Post a memory you have of me in the comments. It can be anything you want, then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you. (If we've never met in person before then a phone conversation? or an IM? something.)

[19 Oct 2004|07:35pm]

you are one horny smiley

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[03 Oct 2004|10:23pm]
There will be points in everyone's life when they have to let go of a part of them or their life. Sometimes that part will return, sometimes it will be lost forever. Either way, what has been let go is a part of that person. It remains with them for always. If the part was good or bad, happy or sad, it has affected that person in some major way. This affect will never be lost, it will always be found with in that person's mind...their soul...their heart. Don't forget, but don't stop and never proceed forward. The past is gone, even though parts of it are you, it doesn't mean they have to be constantly dwelled upon. Life is about living. It seems stupid but that's the truth. Things will happen that will make you feel the most horrible you've ever felt and things will happen that will put you in a state of esctasy. All of which make up yourself. But don't get lost in it all. You need to make it through each proceeding day. A new part of your life will begin and all hope is not lost. Something better may be just around the corner...you never know...

I gotta join the crowd and do it too....ahhh peer pressure... [28 Sep 2004|08:24pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Jill and I are ________.
Jill is _________.
Jill isn't ________.
Jill makes me feel ________.
one thing that i like about Jill is ________.
if i could change one thing about Jill, i would ________.
Jill should ________.
if Jill were a color, she would be ________.
if Jill were an animal, she would be ________.
if Jill were a candy, she would be ________.
if Jill were a song, she would be ________.
i dislike it when Jill ________.
if I could be with Jill right now, I would ________.
if I could give Jill one thing, it would be ________.
sometimes, when i think of Jill, i ________.
Jill and i have ________.
one thing that makes Jill different is her ________.

[22 Sep 2004|11:33am]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm trying to get through each day with using the least possible amount of energy and I'm finding this quite hard to do. I've been going to bed earlier and taking more naps and I still feel so run down. Damn this sickness...damn it to hell...

[20 Sep 2004|05:48pm]
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be one hundred minus one day. So that I never live a day without you."

(stole it from Amanda's profile cause I loved it so much..)

[17 Sep 2004|07:27pm]
[ mood | okay ]

"Someday I hope you get the chance to live like you were dying." ~Tim McGraw

[16 Sep 2004|06:04pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

So glad the weekend is here for me,
not happy about all the work I have to do.

Going home Saturday night to see the family & good ole Pittstown. Man do I miss the country. I'm definitely not a city girl by any means. I get excited when I see a patch of grass or big tree out here. I want to see fields and cows.

I miss him too, more & more...

[13 Sep 2004|02:03pm]
Saw two squirrels having sex last week on the side of a tree. These city squirrels get right to it. And they're so open about it. I just hope they thought to use a condom...

[09 Sep 2004|05:28pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

"You can't always get what you want." ~Rolling Stones

[28 Jun 2004|05:39pm]
Happy Birthday Anneliese!!

[06 Jun 2004|04:04pm]
Yesterday was so much fun, although i did not like the superman at all and i wasted 2hrs waiting in line for it, oh well. but i loved the batman, went on twice in a row. the ride back was fun -singing country songs and talking. my parents were mad that i was sleeping at eric's but whatever. i had fun cuddling with my man.

Today I finished my government paper!!! It's almost 10pgs long. I can't believe it's finally done. Now i have to work on my psych presentation. This week is going to be the busiest school week ever...

Dinner at Mr.G's

Sociology Final Prt1
Gov't Presentation

Sociology Final Prt2
Adv Bio Test
Gov't Paper-DONE!!
Work-leave early for...
Senior Awards Night

Sociology Final Prt3
Psych Presentation
Photo Final Exam

Psych Final
Creative Writing Project-DONE!!

Joe & Marietta's Wedding

This week is going to be crazy..I hope I get through it alive

[09 May 2004|01:07pm]
A is for Age: 18

B is for Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Eric

C is for Career in Future: Elementary Art Teacher

D is for Dad's name: James

E is for Essential item to bring to a party: My BF

F is for Favorite song at the moment: "I cross my heart" -George Strait (it's me & eric's song)

G is for Guy/Girls you've kissed: Justin, Peter, Eric

H is for Hometown: Pittstown. P-squad all the way!

I is for the instrument you play: uh..the recorder?

J is for Job title: Operator @ Want Ad Digest..."How can I help you?"

K is for Kids: i don't think i can wait as long as i have too. i want them now!

L is for Living arrangement: my house for now but come Aug 28th it'll be at the College of St. Rose

M is for Mom's name: Therese

N is for Number of People You've Slept With: 2

O is for Overnight hospital stays: 2

P is for Phobia[s]: aracnophobia, heights

Q is for Quote you like: "I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself to hold on to these moments as they pass..." Counting Crows

R is for Relationship that lasted the longest: Eric- almost 11 months and still truckin'

S is for Sexual position: i really don't want to gross any of you out..(wink wink)

T is for Time you wake up everyday: 5:12am

U is for Unique trait(s): my OCD things

V is for Vegetable you love: canned peas

W is for Worst habit: opening my mouth too much

X is for X-rays you've had: teeth ones

Y is for Yummy food you make: Mac & Cheese

Z is for Zodiac sign: Aquarius

[09 May 2004|01:00pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

visited St.Rose yesterday. i love that campus. if i had to go anywhere that's where i'd go, and that is where i'm going so that's good. i bought a t-shirt, a hoodie, a tank top, and a key chain thing. i can't wait to show eric the college. friday night me mom started altering my dress. she's scared she's going to ruin it but i have faith in her.

spent all day yesterday at the sub sale. then went with eric, dan, chris, kristen, & jess to the mall to buy last minute mother's day gifts. i had already got mine so i helped out the boys.

i just got back from church. i have a ton of work to do so i'll be busy all day. i'm not too happy about this but oh well.

[06 May 2004|05:56pm]
[ mood | bored ]

stuck at the friggin Want-Ad Digest again.

i can't wait to go home. i should go home & work on all the hmk i need to work on but i also need to have my mom look at my dress b/c i need it shortened about 3"-man i'm short. and i need to fill out all the crap i got for orientation from St.Rose.
I won't see Eric tonight. I think it's been 2 weeks since i haven't see him everyday. But a nice convo on the phone should be nice.
I not watching friends till this weekend with Eric so no one tell/post about what happens. Thanks.

[05 May 2004|06:10pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

i am so unbelievable stressed!

i had a nervous breakdown last night. see eric stopped by but only for a little bit. i wanted him to stay longer b/c i had a bad day yesterday. he had to leave b/c he wanted to watch a tv show & he had hmk. we sort of didn't leave eachother on the best of terms. i kind of made him feel bad for leaving. so i called him when he got home and told him i was sorry, he said he was just about to call me & say the same thing. we kept talking and then i just started crying. i don't know why. it wasn't b/c of eric. i think it was b/c of all the stress that i am under right now. all i wanted was for eric to be by my side and not miles away. i calmed down enough so that i could say goodnight to him and hangup. but after i hung up i started crying again. i wish wasn't feeling like this.

then things got worse today. mrs. moise talked to mr.pomposello about my work load & how i've been overwhelmed and so today in class he pulled me to the side to talk to him. he talked to me for about 5min, it was kind of uncomfortable. but i guess it's nice for his concern.

[05 May 2004|05:59pm]
[ mood | weird ]

1.Go into your LJ's archives.
2.Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3.Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4.Post the text of the sentence in your livejournal along with these instructions

"or 18th b/c he's not playing at x-roads next week b/c he has to do sound for the"

what's really weird is that my 23rd entry was written excatly one year ago today!!!

[02 May 2004|07:18pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I went to Cornell with Eric and his fam yesterday. it was cool to see where he will be next year but also very depressing. this place is what is taking him away from me. i am jealous of cornell.
i bought a shirt and a decal for my car.

i made it half way home till i cried. i knew i was going to. but good thing eric was there for me and he was literally a shoulder to cry on. i got his arm all wet from my tears and he made me laugh.

stopped at PC and saw cal, dev, mol, and matt.
then went home for a bit then to amie's b-day party.cal was hilarious. and so were the noises we heard from the bedroom, (lol ame.) then i went home but stopped at the firehouse first b/c i wanted to see my baby again (like i didn't see him enough all day)

worked all day on hmk and i only got half of it done. crap.

well i better finish it up before eric calls to hang out. peace.

[29 Apr 2004|07:30pm]
I wonder what my boyfriend is doing...

[29 Apr 2004|07:22pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so glad tommorrow is friday.

might be going to cornell during the day on saturday - that would be awesome.

this year has gone by way too fast. so much to do and so little time. i think i'm going to go insane again.

QoTD: "There are all kinds of ways to forestall graduation. Taking a term off, getting suspended, not completing courses, all of these are valid." -Zonker Harris

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